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Name: Ashley
Birthday: 4/18/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Riding around, hanging with the crew, taking pictures, looking at stars, shopping, listening to music, riding 4-wheelers, fishing, watching movies, reading quotes and poems, and jus being with people i love!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  ash87smith
MSN: ash_smith87@yahoo.com
ICQ:  254-901-848
Yahoo:  ash_smith87
Member Since:
11/15/2005
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| - Making Memories of Us
Well lets see whats new in the exciting life of Ashley Michael
Smith......ummm not a fucking thing! I have one thing to say to someone
and im not saying anynames, but im 100% sure they will know who they
are if they ever read any of these... but anyways that one thing i
wanted to say to them is.... "FUCK YOU..YOU FUCKING DICKHEAD...YOU'LL
NEED ME ONE OF THESE DAYS AND I'M NOT GOING TO BE THERE FOR YOU.. HAVE
FUN WITH YOUR FUCKING WHORE THAT LIVES THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY!!!" FUCK
YOU"  Wow im glad that is off my chest..
but now i need to tell them how i fucking feel, but they wont ever call
me or write me anymore and they wont come see me, so w/e! Well today
was my due date for my research paper for my "Becoming a Master
Student" class and i had to have a visual board and everything. Well
you know how i am with people and everything, so i got really sick and
couldn't do it. The awesome professor told me not to worry about it,
because she knows i couldn't do it... so that was something new! I have
been talking to this really awesome guy Perry... i've known him, but he
has just been helping me with everything so he is awesome! 
I read in a book today that Eminem has a Greatest hits cd coming out on
Dec. 6th *which i can't wait* but it said something about this might be
his last cd, because he may be finishing rapping! OMFG what in this
world am i going to do without EMINEM?!? He is like my life.... he is
so hot! It is also freaking cold outside these days... lol I'm still
thinking about mine and Jess's wonderful idea.. haha a HOT TUB! Well i
do believe that im done on here for now so i'll talk to you guyz later
on.. may be back a lil' bit later if i remember something to put on
here.. haha well anyways.. Have fun, be good and make sure he always
Double bags that shit... *WoOt wOoT* <3 Ash!
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Well I really don't think that one of these lil' faces is going to sum
up how I feel right now, because I'm everyone of them! Yesterday was my
first day back to class since Thanksgiving break and class really
wasn't that bad, even tho I had the bitch as a professor! lol she told
me great job on my research paper  !
Tonight I have math and all my homework is due from over the term and
do I have it done? lol umm not even close to being done, so my cuz is
gonna have to accept what I have done, oh and my professor is my cuz!
Go ash! lol Last night wasn't a very good night.. I found out some
info. that mad me so f'n mad and so sad that I didn't know what to do.
There is this guy that I like and he told me that he liked and
everything... well I found out last night that he has been lying to me
the whole time and he likes this f'n bitch from TEXAS and where does he
live.. he lives in OHIO... omg that is so many miles away from him and
he has never met her in person.. only online and talked to her on the
phone! I just don't understand why you would ditch someone that is so
close to you for someone that is so many miles away! So when he needs
stuff "dirty" he will be calling up me and I'm going to tell him to go
call his bitch that he loves in TEXAS! Grrrrrrr.! I'm thinking that he
is a freak and he is just afraid that there really is someone close to
him that he likes and wants to be with, but it afraid of getting
hurt... well ummm what in the hell does he think about me when I found
out that news? OH I was happy happy Joy Joy *NOT* But as you know that
is my life story with guys.. I've had the worst of lucks with guys..
they all lie and cheat.. The love of my life Brandon done the same
thing to me, but hey at least he picked a bitch right out his front
door and not miles away! But it took me forever to get over him,
because he was like my first real love and all... but grrrrrrr it
doesn't matter if im in love with you or I like you a lot.. you still
shouldn't lie and cheat! Well im going to get off here and start doing
some of my homework... haha which is so not going to be done.. well
i'll talk to you guys later, well if anyone is even reading this.... if
so then plz tell me what in the hell is up with that guy and the girl
in Texas! lol.... Have fun, Be good and always remember make sure he
double bags that shit! *WoOt wOoT* <3 Ash! | | |
| Here is another survey, but this one is about cell phones...... something I could not live without!!!! lol <3 Ash!
25 Cell Phone Questions
1. What is your current ringtone? Badd - Ying Yang Twins f. Mike Jones!
2. What is your current wallpaper? Me and Les
3. Do you own a picture phone? yes
4. If so, what was the last picture you took? Les and Me
5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message says.
it says... "Hey Wanna Fuck When I Come Home?" LMAO Sorry but that is
what it says!
6. How many contacts do you have on your phone? 160
8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone? Josh
9. What service do you have? cingular
10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? All of them!
11. Who's on your speed dial number? Travis, Lesley and Phill
12. Do you have voicemail? yes
13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have? 9
14. Who do you call the most? Travis, Les and Phill... thats why they are on Speed dial!
15. How many text messages do you get a month? well a whole lot! lol
16. Can you send pictures? yeah
17. What are the last 2 digits to your number? 65
18. What phone do you have? Motorola
19. Go to your sent texts, what does the 15th one say? "Happy Thanksgiving Sexy! Hope it was good!"
20. Who's the last person that you called? Josh
22. Last person that texted you? Adam
23. Last person you added to your contacts? Wow i dont even know!
24. How many minutes are on your plan? 450 anytime, 5000 night and weekend...rollover and mobile to mobile!
25. Wanna give out your number? lol you gotta ask! | | |
| Hmm well lets
just say that I am really bored and these are somethings that I wrote
before... I know I know.... they are not good, but hey at least I can
say I try! lol Comment if you would like to............. Woot Woot!
<3 Ash!
"I wish upon you lil' star to get the one lil' kiss, for the one moment of wonderful bliss."
"You looked at me with them Beautiful Eyes and told me that you
really liked me and can't wait to make me yours! Then you turn around
and tell me your not ready to settle down. All I can think of is Why?
But then I find out your heart was never with mine."
"Some tell me your using me, Others tell me not. All I know is I really like you and I can't stop!"
"We all wish upon a star for something we want. All I ever wished
was for you to be mine. I must of wished upon the wrong star, because
your in her arms not mine."
"Never fall in love with someone that don't love you. It only causes pain, because they'll never love you back."
"No one in this world could hurt me like you could, but thats all I ever wanted."
"You smile when you feel like crying, you act like your okay. You move on, because there is nothing else to say!"
"Some have forever, others just a day. Love isn't something you want
to go away. Forever is a lie, but we do have until good-bye!"
"Lil' star may I ask you why... why in this world would I cry over a
guy? A guy is something I love and care about. Nothing I want to cry
over. But then again all the ones I want never want me, or the ones
i've had, has always lied to me!"
"When a girl says "I Love You" no one in this world can love you more than her."
"I have so many thoughts, I have so many dreams. But most of all
they're never mean. Dreams can be dreamed, Thoughts can be thought, but
what I want I never really got. I want someone to love me, I want
someone to care, I want someone to do things with, But most of all....
I just want you there!" | | |
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when I am
around them or fall for one of them.... I am so freaking clueless it
isn't even funny! I wonder why girls can't understand guys? lol It
really kills me not knowing what they mean, because they wont express
how they feel... they just keep everything inside of them until they
crack *like me* but if I like someone I usually let them know and all
of that stuff... I don't mess with people's minds so they are
clueless... like me once again! I am currently sitting here chatting
with Josh, Bill, Donny and Perry, but I'm really not paying attention
to what they are saying.... I know I know i'm rude! lol Oh and I can't
forget that i'm setting here reading some awesome quotes which make me
sad, but they also cheer me up *if that made any since* 
Lol! Well if any of you guys like the group Crossfade then you should
so listen to "Broken Like An Angel" if you already haven't! It is such
a good song... I could listen to it over and over again... the lyrics
kick ass and they really are touching to me! My all time favorite song
is Close Yet Far by CKY.... when I first listened to that song it
really touched me and I was just so shocked that a song could do
that! 