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Saturday, January 20, 2007

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 04:19:58 GMT

Hello,

I haven't wrote on this thing for awhile, I even forgot my password until I was going through all of my old emails and found it. Anyways, I will try to update everything here soon. Life is still in the twisted state it was when I left you guys. School is still being a bitch, guys are still being stupid, and everything else is still in the same spot it was a year ago. Nothing has really changed which sucks a bunch. One thing that did change was two people I knew passed away, but only one I knew forever and Loved him like a brother! Jeremy William Edward Vincent 1/29/87 to 6/7/06! I will love that boy forever and ever! Oh, and i did get my nose pierced.. no other piercings or tattoos... just the nose , ears , and tongue for now. But i think that is a big enough update for now. Always remember.. life is short.. live everyday to the fullest!

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 02:27:26 GMT

Hello again! Hmm i am setting here half asleep from waking up so early for school.. i've only been going for 2 days and i'm already sick of it! haha Well anyways i am so ready for this weekend to come.. Me, Kesh, and Les are going to the clubs in h-town then my ass is going to be partying on Sat. =) i can't flippin wait.. me and kesh has so many plans on gettin some ass from garrett and matt lol Gosh i'm so ready for that! everywhere i turn now i hear TEXAS this and TEXAS that! well my ass is gotta go.. i've got homework and i've gotta get to bed.. gotta get up at 9 lol gosh
have fun, be good, and make sure he always double bags that shit! <3

<3 Ash <3
WoOt wOoT!

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 16:09:16 GMT

Well today was my first day back to school since the 7th of Dec. That was an awesome break! Well anyways i only have one class today and that was Writing the teachers name is Mr. Miller! He already gave us a paper to write by Wednesday! lol gosh college is all work and no play! The class started at 11 so that means i had to get up at 9 and take my shower and get ready. So as you know im so a night owl i hate that! I will probably end up missing a few of those classes Lol Well tomorrow i have sociology and math so that is going to suck ass im going to have so much homework tomorrow i won't know what to do! lol I'll probably shoot myself in the head! Well i'll let you guys know well probably Jessica cuz i think she is the only one that reads these.. lol i can tell who loves me lol Well anyways you guys have fun, be good, and make sure you always double bag that shit! <3 Love Yaz Guyz Ash <3

WoOt wOoT! *im a loser if you didn't know already*

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 04:34:56 GMT

Hmm can anyone believe that Christmas is in 4 days? Well i can't. It just seems like yesterday that i was still in 12th grade hangin with my awesome best friends. But everything changes for a reason and i had to graduate! lol But where in this world has this year gone? I think this is the quickest year that i can remember! A lot of shit has happend this year 05' and i think we should take a walk down memory lane... *haha i know i'm gay* First off i graduated high school which i was a trip for me. I miss everyone that i graduated with loads! I made a lot of awesome friends. Summer was the best one i've had my whole life.. Spent tons of money, ran out tons of gas and got in a some trouble! Oh and had a few heart breaks.. well one that i know of, but oh well im not even worried about it. Because everything does happen for a reason. On a sad note, we had to put our dog to sleep on Nov 16th. R.I.P Brutus BabyFace BeefCake Bob * I Love You Baby Boi* On a freakin awesome note i got my mothea fuckin tongue pierced which is freakin awesome! Well i'm thinking that im going to say hell with this shit for tonight and write yaz when i have something good to talk about like what i got for x-mas... pluz i've gotta go get my celly and wait for my babe *Jon* to call me.. lol really not my baby, but thats what i call em anyways! Hmm well you guys have fun, be good, and make sure your man always double bags his shit b4 he pokes you with it.. lol dont wanna get knocked up for new years! haha Love Yaz Ash <3 <3 <3 *woot woot* I'm a rich bitch!

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 21:27:21 GMT

Well haven't wrote on here for awhile so i thought i would do so. Not like anyone reads this shit anyways and if they do they must be as bored as i am! Thursday was my last day of class until Jan 9th, 2006 *Woot Woot*, but i did have to take all my finals and that didnt go to well. I failed my math final and i didnt even take my computer final! Lol The roads were slick as hell Thursday night on my way home! Found some old friends on myspace the other day so that was really good! I've just been out and about doing my lil' thing as usual. Waiting to see what happens with everything. X-mas is almost here so thats awesome.. even tho i've got alot of shit to buy for people still.. Well i really dont know what to talk about in this right now. so we'll talk later... Love Yaz Ash <3

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 01:32:51 GMT

Well lets see whats new in the exciting life of Ashley Michael Smith......ummm not a fucking thing! I have one thing to say to someone and im not saying anynames, but im 100% sure they will know who they are if they ever read any of these... but anyways that one thing i wanted to say to them is.... "FUCK YOU..YOU FUCKING DICKHEAD...YOU'LL NEED ME ONE OF THESE DAYS AND I'M NOT GOING TO BE THERE FOR YOU.. HAVE FUN WITH YOUR FUCKING WHORE THAT LIVES THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY!!!" FUCK YOU" Wow im glad that is off my chest.. but now i need to tell them how i fucking feel, but they wont ever call me or write me anymore and they wont come see me, so w/e! Well today was my due date for my research paper for my "Becoming a Master Student" class and i had to have a visual board and everything. Well you know how i am with people and everything, so i got really sick and couldn't do it. The awesome professor told me not to worry about it, because she knows i couldn't do it... so that was something new! I have been talking to this really awesome guy Perry... i've known him, but he has just been helping me with everything so he is awesome! I read in a book today that Eminem has a Greatest hits cd coming out on Dec. 6th *which i can't wait* but it said something about this might be his last cd, because he may be finishing rapping! OMFG what in this world am i going to do without EMINEM?!? He is like my life.... he is so hot! It is also freaking cold outside these days... lol I'm still thinking about mine and Jess's wonderful idea.. haha a HOT TUB! Well i do believe that im done on here for now so i'll talk to you guyz later on.. may be back a lil' bit later if i remember something to put on here.. haha well anyways.. Have fun, be good and make sure he always Double bags that shit... *WoOt wOoT* <3 Ash!

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 17:50:10 GMT

Well I really don't think that one of these lil' faces is going to sum up how I feel right now, because I'm everyone of them! Yesterday was my first day back to class since Thanksgiving break and class really wasn't that bad, even tho I had the bitch as a professor! lol she told me great job on my research paper ! Tonight I have math and all my homework is due from over the term and do I have it done? lol umm not even close to being done, so my cuz is gonna have to accept what I have done, oh and my professor is my cuz! Go ash! lol Last night wasn't a very good night.. I found out some info. that mad me so f'n mad and so sad that I didn't know what to do. There is this guy that I like and he told me that he liked and everything... well I found out last night that he has been lying to me the whole time and he likes this f'n bitch from TEXAS and where does he live.. he lives in OHIO... omg that is so many miles away from him and he has never met her in person.. only online and talked to her on the phone! I just don't understand why you would ditch someone that is so close to you for someone that is so many miles away! So when he needs stuff "dirty" he will be calling up me and I'm going to tell him to go call his bitch that he loves in TEXAS! Grrrrrrr.! I'm thinking that he is a freak and he is just afraid that there really is someone close to him that he likes and wants to be with, but it afraid of getting hurt... well ummm what in the hell does he think about me when I found out that news? OH I was happy happy Joy Joy *NOT* But as you know that is my life story with guys.. I've had the worst of lucks with guys.. they all lie and cheat.. The love of my life Brandon done the same thing to me, but hey at least he picked a bitch right out his front door and not miles away! But it took me forever to get over him, because he was like my first real love and all... but grrrrrrr it doesn't matter if im in love with you or I like you a lot.. you still shouldn't lie and cheat! Well im going to get off here and start doing some of my homework... haha which is so not going to be done.. well i'll talk to you guys later, well if anyone is even reading this.... if so then plz tell me what in the hell is up with that guy and the girl in Texas! lol.... Have fun, Be good and always remember make sure he double bags that shit! *WoOt wOoT* <3 Ash!

Friday, November 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 04:45:52 GMT

Here is another survey, but this one is about cell phones...... something I could not live without!!!! lol <3 Ash!

25 Cell Phone Questions

1. What is your current ringtone? Badd - Ying Yang Twins f. Mike Jones!

2. What is your current wallpaper? Me and Les

3. Do you own a picture phone? yes

4. If so, what was the last picture you took? Les and Me

5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message says. it says... "Hey Wanna Fuck When I Come Home?" LMAO Sorry but that is what it says!

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone? 160

8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone? Josh

9. What service do you have? cingular

10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? All of them!

11. Who's on your speed dial number? Travis, Lesley and Phill

12. Do you have voicemail? yes

13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have? 9

14. Who do you call the most? Travis, Les and Phill... thats why they are on Speed dial!

15. How many text messages do you get a month? well a whole lot! lol

16. Can you send pictures? yeah

17. What are the last 2 digits to your number? 65

18. What phone do you have? Motorola

19. Go to your sent texts, what does the 15th one say? "Happy Thanksgiving Sexy! Hope it was good!"

20. Who's the last person that you called? Josh

22. Last person that texted you? Adam

23. Last person you added to your contacts? Wow i dont even know!

24. How many minutes are on your plan? 450 anytime, 5000 night and weekend...rollover and mobile to mobile!

25. Wanna give out your number? lol you gotta ask!

Friday, November 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 04:30:48 GMT

Hmm well lets just say that I am really bored and these are somethings that I wrote before... I know I know.... they are not good, but hey at least I can say I try! lol Comment if you would like to............. Woot Woot! <3 Ash!

"I wish upon you lil' star to get the one lil' kiss, for the one moment of wonderful bliss."

"You looked at me with them Beautiful Eyes and told me that you really liked me and can't wait to make me yours! Then you turn around and tell me your not ready to settle down. All I can think of is Why? But then I find out your heart was never with mine."

"Some tell me your using me, Others tell me not. All I know is I really like you and I can't stop!"

"We all wish upon a star for something we want. All I ever wished was for you to be mine. I must of wished upon the wrong star, because your in her arms not mine."

"Never fall in love with someone that don't love you. It only causes pain, because they'll never love you back."

"No one in this world could hurt me like you could, but thats all I ever wanted."

"You smile when you feel like crying, you act like your okay. You move on, because there is nothing else to say!"

"Some have forever, others just a day. Love isn't something you want to go away. Forever is a lie, but we do have until good-bye!"

"Lil' star may I ask you why... why in this world would I cry over a guy? A guy is something I love and care about. Nothing I want to cry over. But then again all the ones I want never want me, or the ones i've had, has always lied to me!"

"When a girl says "I Love You" no one in this world can love you more than her."

"I have so many thoughts, I have so many dreams. But most of all they're never mean. Dreams can be dreamed, Thoughts can be thought, but what I want I never really got. I want someone to love me, I want someone to care, I want someone to do things with, But most of all.... I just want you there!"

Friday, November 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 04:17:12 GMT

Wow it has been one hell of a day for me! First off my Thanksgiving sucked ass and then I just had to set around the house all day thinking about everything that has happened or happening to me right at the moment and I got really depressed which made me start crying *which is not new for me* Talked to a few people today, but really didn't feel like talking to much of anyone...well I wanted to talk to someone, but they never called or wrote me online for like 2 days now... but hell what is new! GUYS SUCK ASS when I am around them or fall for one of them.... I am so freaking clueless it isn't even funny! I wonder why girls can't understand guys? lol It really kills me not knowing what they mean, because they wont express how they feel... they just keep everything inside of them until they crack *like me* but if I like someone I usually let them know and all of that stuff... I don't mess with people's minds so they are clueless... like me once again! I am currently sitting here chatting with Josh, Bill, Donny and Perry, but I'm really not paying attention to what they are saying.... I know I know i'm rude! lol Oh and I can't forget that i'm setting here reading some awesome quotes which make me sad, but they also cheer me up *if that made any since* Lol! Well if any of you guys like the group Crossfade then you should so listen to "Broken Like An Angel" if you already haven't! It is such a good song... I could listen to it over and over again... the lyrics kick ass and they really are touching to me! My all time favorite song is Close Yet Far by CKY.... when I first listened to that song it really touched me and I was just so shocked that a song could do that! Well i'm sure everyone is sick of reading this, well even if anyone is! lol So I guess i'll end this thing now and go back reading some awesome quotes and listening to my rockin tunes...... oh and hopefully my cell phone will ring this awesome ring *I Love Rock 'n' Roll" Because that is only ONE person's ring tone.... but i'm sure he will not be calling me IT's TIME TO SAY GOOD-BYE....... SO HERE IT GOES........ HAVE FUN.....BE GOOD...... and MAKE SURE HE DOUBLE BAG's THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!! *WoOt wOoT* LOVE YAZ GUYZ.........ASH <3